Plutocracy: Government by the wealthy; a country or society governed in this way.
Democracy: System of government by the whole population or all the eligible members of a state, typically through elected representatives.
The plutocrats continue to dangle the carrot in front of us as we minions queue up to the polls. After billions earned off us have been spent to make sure ‘their’ guy wins. Wow. Yes, I do believe it’s us and them. And we’re losing. Look around.
For years, I was knee deep in politics, campaigning, believing it all. Seriously into it. For years, I didn’t vote. NOT because I was apathetic, not because I was a loser. Because I believe the game is over. This season is done. Not many marks to make on the ballot.
I’m not proud to vote. I’m not happy to vote. It’s a flashjob. I’m proud and happy to live to write about it. Thanks to our democracy, not to the plutocracy.
For most of my life, I’ve struggled with labels. I think I’m not alone in this.
Either I’ve been boxed in by others, or I’ve boxed myself into this label or that. I’ve been guilty of boxing others as well. Inevitably, at just the right time, if luck has it, the labels slide off into the muck and mire of true life. And when we are lucky, we get to choose our own silky ribbons instead of another unforgiving box.
“What genre do you write?” asks a writer when we meet for a glass of wine.
“Uh, well, I write fiction, poetry. Non-fiction. Sometimes, memoir, sometimes flash fiction, I’ve written a bit of creative non-fiction, some travel stuff. Once in a while, for kids,” I reply, pretty sure I haven’t supplied the politically correct answer.
“What about you?” I ask my new acquaintance.
“Oh, I write fantasy,” she answers.
Fantasy? Fiction? Is fiction fantasy? Fantasy is fiction? We‘re all making up stories.
Stories are one thing. People are another.
Conclusion. I am not a genre.
Define genre. A noun.
‘New Oxford American Dictionary’ at my fingertips: a category of artistic composition, as in music or literature, characterized by similarities in form, style or subject matter.
label attached to music, movies,novels, etc. giving way to discrimination, stereotypes, and prejudice.
While I was reading and thinking and writing and pondering, a friend called asking me to pick up and bring to her the pain medication she’d forgotten at home that she desperately desired. Yes, I know I’m labeling her as a friend. Let’s not get too carried away here. She couldn’t leave work; she was in a lot of pain.
I’m in the car, sitting at a stoplight, looking around. A truck heading into the intersection to my right catches my eye. Big dark maroon truck. I don’t know if it was a Dodge, or a Ford, or a Chevy. One word printed on the sides and the back screamed right at me:
D E F I N E
It was a sign. A sign, I tell you. How often have you seen something like that and not known it was a sign?
You may not know that I’ve been blogging off and on for years, may not have seen much of it. I don’t have millions of followers. Yet. Some of my older pieces I’m not really happy with any longer. Typical of most writers.
During the past few years, I’ve created and followed my own internal blogging labels. Genre labels. One page for poetry. This site for essay. This one for non-fiction. That one for travel stories.
Ad infinitum.
Ad nauseum.
So, loyal readers, soon, I pretty much won’t be doing that. I’ll be here. In one place. www.writerpaints.wordpress.com. If I change my mind later, I’ll let you know. If you want the addresses of the pages that have come before, just ask. I’ll be happy to pass them along.
My intention is to review the old posts on the other pages. The ones I don’t outright delete,
Before we met, long before he was my husband, when he was just a kid, Matt was a bat boy for the Cubbies. My heart often wanders to him during baseball season. He was the super baseball fan – stats, hits, runs, errors, he knew them all. Until the last inning when he shocked his fans. When he decided he wasn’t going to take another hit. He grabbed a foul ball and walked off, leaving the infield torn and wondering, even now, after years of tears.
Strike 1. Suicide is the 10th leading cause of death in the USA.
Ball 2.
If his heart was still pumping, Matt’d have a hard time choosing where to watch the game tonight. I can still see the picture of our oldest son, 6 weeks old, on the front page of The New York Post, October ’81 in his baby Yankees warm-up suit. ‘Still hate the Dodgers. Now the kids are San Francisco Giants Fans – Always October. Would he partner up with the guys? The youngest one, he definately inherited Matt’s sports fan genes. Glove in hand, they’d catch every minute – breathless for the win.
Strike 2.
With our daughter? In her black and orange, cheering sparkling wet eyes on the game, sorrow in her heart, rubbing her abdomen, ever so gently, grieving for the baby we all thought would show up just in time for spring training. Struck out with no chance to suit up.
Ball 3.
One out of 5 pregnancies ends in miscarriage.
Full Count – Homerun!
Giants take the lead! Everyone on their feet!! Cheers and beers!
Batter up.
Grab your hat. Grab your glove. Wait for the next pitch. And hold onto your heart.